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What am I afraid of? The unknown? Things I can't control?

Am I afraid to say it out loud when it's easier to just wade in the comfort of a crowd?

How many times can I refresh the same page before I realize that I'll just get the same outcome?

Why do I ignore fires burning in the corners of my life until the flames are about to engulf me?

I feel like I've dulled myself through distance and distractions while