Aporia

One final thought - you should give it to yourself. Reflecting upon this will not go well - you have to do it on your own. Oh try it please try it at least - cause if not it will spread out like a disease. Do you see nothing behind my eyes? Blinded by darkness - self-centered mind. An imagination of the wrong. What doesn't allow to see the real me? Expectations high - respect low - shoot me aside like a broken arrow. I want to accept the fate - but I can't give up the faith. Would you still hurt me if you ever could see me like yourself? If you could see me like yourself in the mirror. Oh try it please try it at least - cause if not it will spread out like a disease. Do you see nothing behind my eyes? Blinded by darkness - self-centered mind. Don't you feel anything that causes your lies? There was enough time to overthink - but what is done is done.