Internal Landscapes

And I felt myself going.

I was in a great deal of pain, it was a very frightening experience, but I began to slip...

I just sort of, feel myself going, and I remember trying to hold on... I'll be ok, I'll be ok...

And it got to the point where I just couldn't... And everything began to just become very quiet.

And I can remember with every ounce of strength I had I wanted to say goodbye to my wife, it was important to me...